Wednesday, November 30, 2005

FightAIDS @ Home

World Community Grid turned 1 a couple of weeks ago. As a result they sent out a Newsletter to keep its members updated on its progress. Last week they initiated a new program called FIGHTAIDS@HOME.

Like the Proteome Folding Project, it also uses computer power to reduce statistics for achieving its purpose. The difference is that this project looks at the affinity of an already engineered molecule to HIV Protease as supposed to the Proteome Project where they simulate different potential folds to successfully engineer a new molecule.


Figure 1. A. A cartoon crystal structure of HIV protease bound to a potential inhibitor molecule. B. A plot depicting the bond energy experienced by the molecule at different conformations. C. Best docking Energy.

In Figure 1A you can see the structure of the HIV protease in monochrome, or grey. The coloured molecule in the middle is the Protease Inhibitor. It has bound or docked in the active site of the protein. In doing so, it renders the protease inactive because the HIV protease is unable to bind to the proper HIV proteins. This can delay the onset of AIDS (when CD4+ T cells falls less than 200 cells/μL) because proper cleavage/cutting of proteins is critical for full maturation of the viral particle. For example, the viral proteins are produced in a long string and require the protease to seperate the proteins so that proper folding and functionality can occur.

Figure 1B is a plot showing docking energy i.e. how strong the interaction is between the protease inhibitor and the HIV protease. A higher energy would mean that the complex is more stable and it also is more able to compete with HIV proteins for docking sites in the proteases. So higher energy = higher affinity = much better inhibitor.

Figure 1C is apparently the best docking energy grpah. Im not really sure how it works because it seems to exponentially fall to a plateau. Not really sure how to go about reading that. Any opinions would be appreciated. Otherwise when it hits me in my sleep, i can update this entry.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

On holiday with nothing to say.


hur.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Pathetic old sod

I did it again!!! I bought pathetic-Bachelor-life items today!! Without realising it until it was too late... AT THE SAME MART!!!!! They must think I'm hopeless...only it was worse this time:

1 x large bag of chips (they were on sale i couldnt help it)
1 x box of instant hot chocolate ( resistance was futile)
2 x boxes of tissue (i've run out :( )

I groaned when I looked at my bag of goodies. Does it not look like Im a pathetic sod getting ready for a night of drama shows and crying. Argh.

They call people like me supermarket psychologists. :P

Btw, Tet got First Class Honours!! So proud of him!!!! ^^ BE PROUD!!!!! * f r o l i c k *

p.s. time to change my blog template i think...

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Why I'm Upset:

1) Had a nightmare that made me cry
2) Got rejected for work experience
3) Now gotta look for alternative job
4) Running out of time to write my Cowra talk
5) Unable to finish reading my books in time

I think holidays are stressing me out...

Monday, November 21, 2005

I&I, and I

I think I may still be a pretty innocent kid. Innocent or Ignorant. They're both more or less the same thing. I just found out yesterday what morning after pills (MAP) were. I never knew they existed!!! I knew what "the pill" was but I never knew that its more evil counterpart was freely available as well!

Unless wrongly informed, not only does the MAP prevent unwanted accidents, it actively flushes out successful accidents. Im appalled. I was like O.o;;

As a Christian, I'm afraid my viewpoint in this subject matter would be disapproval. It is essentially the same as abortion and although I do not have anything against contraceptives as of yet for married couples who already have like 3 children, this MAP really takes the cake and absolutely does not sit well with me. Not even with married couples.

You know, society these days value innocence because the world is so corrupted. And they say that ignorance is bliss. But innocence and ignorance will surely lead to a lack of wisdom in handling daily affairs. And lack of wisdom is really not a good thing. Almost sneered at, in fact by most of the educated circles. Sometimes I wonder if the world really knows what it wants...

On a happier note, I was reading the Bible at church yesterday and someone thought I was sad and, get this, actually cared enough to come up to me and ask me if I was okay. Even though we hardly know each other. I visited his blog yesterday and he hasn't been having such a great time. But he still was able to look beyond his own needs and look out for the interest of others. He is a real example of Christ's selflessness. You may know who you are if you're reading this. Yet again, I want to thank you. And to encourage you to keep it up. :)

...and also...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TET-KUN!!!^^

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Timmifer

Someone dear to me got married today.




A heartfelt congratulations to the both of you. I am filled with joy and I know that God will look favourably on your relationship. May He continue to bless the both of you richly and other people through you guys as He has been doing.

* feels fuzzy inside * ^^

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Have you met...?

I tend to be quite thrifty with the non-food related things I buy. For a long while I had considered getting a Bionicle.

Then Tet came back from Japan and got me this HUGE one :D




This is Captain Bolognese. Thats cos Tet insisted on giving him a name with the letters "B" and "G" in it because apparently it sounds very manly that way. hahahaha.

I really appreciate that he shares my joy in toys. :)

Friday, November 18, 2005

Hello is down. Cant post pics :(

Exams are over. Felt like I could have done more. Sigh. Crappy.

Borrowed some books from library to read over hols :3

So nerdy. Hehe.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Day Five

Blah two hours sleep. So bloody screwed.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Procrastination Activity

Last paper tommorow, no motivation whatsoever now that Gloria Jeans is shut. Also super bored so I thought I'd list the things I ate today that starts with the letter:

C

  • cereal bar
  • chicken
  • cucumber
  • chocolate
  • coffee
  • chips/crisps
  • chillie sauce
  • chewing gum
  • "chilled juice" hahaha.. well thats how the Original Juice Co. names their OJ :p

Wensday (!?)

Did an all nighter with Tet at uni last night. He finally got his thesis in today! Yay. Man...it was like 130 pages all up (including cover etc). Fully "th"ick mate!! hahaha. Final hurdle for me tommorow then I'm a free woman too. Hmmm. Should I go to Club Veg?

Tets going to be working, so no company there.

Hmmm....





Found a new addition to Cat Alley. Such a beautiful one too. Check out his/her yellow eyes. :D

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Day Four

Didn't get to post before the exam today. Today was Microbiology Part II. It did not surprise me that I had no idea how to answer Holme's question. It did surprise me that probes came out.. O.o

All in all, it wasn't that bad. But c'mon...how bad can a one hour paper be.

This white out/ liquid paper streak has been on my arm the past 5 days. I hope its not carcinogenic >.>




meh

Worrying for Tet... its his last day to finish up his thesis and he's sick. :( Sigh. And the weather sucks. *frets*

Monday, November 14, 2005

Monday

Church was wicked awesome. There's just something about being there, having fellowship with people, having the opportunity to sing praises, listening to God's word. Its so encouraging, uplifting and inspiring!!! Love it. I always look forward to church.

After church, Tet and some other talented people had music practise so I hung around. They're so good ♥ After that we went to Blues Point Cafe for wood fired pizzas. They handmake the base and everything in front of you. Really delicious. :)





And by the way, its KenLi's 21st today, in the midst of his exams. ARGH!! hahaha but HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyways!!! :D

Saturday, November 12, 2005

The Weekend

I slept 10 hours last night. Oh boy. It was so good it was crazy. I went to uni. Didn't get as much done as I had hoped... but thats what happens when the library closes at 5pm. Sigh. Here's the distracting view from Fisher Library:



Such a beautiful day today! Tet dropped by to give me my dinner on his way to church. After they kicked us out of the library (I quote: "The library is now closed. Please get out of the building!" *beep beeeeeep* ) I went to Victoria Park to eat my dinner. Black pepper steak udon from Kingsford. Nothing beats it.



So all in all, it was a great day! Except I didn't get much done. No one to blame but myself again. And the unfriendly library. :P Two pictures today because I won't have time to post one tommorow.

Getting sniffly. I wonder if I'm acquiring an allergy. It will be interesting to see what happens.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Day Three

My circadian cycle has officially gone crazy. I went to sleep at 6am, when my cortisol level is at its peak but I managed to drift off to sleep anyway. And had the weirdest dreams, mind you O.o

Scuttled out to catch a glimpse of the sunrise, to no avail. Stupid Novotel.

Anyways, Microbiology today. Avast!


Thursday, November 10, 2005

Day Two

Biochemistry today. As usual, the hardest paper. Also bound to be the suckiest paper although I'm not sure if anything will ever beat yesterday's paper. We shall see. God, please don't fail my memory. Please help me to remember all the junk I've crammed!! Please please please!!! >.<



Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Day One

Whee first day of exam today.

I cant remember a single exam where I've ever been fully prepared for it.

Bleh.

stress relief: rice crackers and picture taking:


Tuesday, November 08, 2005

my head hurts my head hurts my head hurts make it stop make it stop why wont it leave me alone its hurtiinnngg T_T

In the last days...

Last Sunday Pastor Pete talked about James 5:7-11. One point he picked up was how we are in the last days, so have patience until it comes and persevere. And He says how theres a frustrating anticipation, we're there but not quite. For us christians, it will be a day of much joy and relief. For others, it won't be looking so great. You might even have the image that while they're waiting in line to be judged, they have this impending sense of doom. You think losing mummy's wedding ring was bad? You just wait.

But I know what its like to be in the last days. I know that its the most frustrating thing ever for alot of us. For alot of my friends as well. To anticipate. To know that one day our rags will be renewed, that one day none of this will matter and feel like life really wasn't so bad after all.

On the other hand, I also know what its like to dread because I'm in the last days. Dread that the end is near, dread that everything I've worked for all semester is going to be utterly worthless. Because my exams start tommorow. And I literally am, in the very last day of my last days. And of course, theres nothing worse than putting in the effort, the time and the money (and not even your money at that) and then to see it all wasted because your friggin brains couldn't keep up with everyone else. Then you'll say, meaningless meaningless. Utterly meaninglesss.....

And then I'll go back to hoping the end comes before my results come out.. ><
Anyways, Pete says remind yourselves everyday:

1) I am a son of God
2) God is my Father
3) Heaven is my home
4) edit: Everyday I spend on earth is one day closer to Heaven. (Amen!)

okay. Maranatha.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Who?

I thought maybe I should let you all know who Kuchel is since he has made several appearances on my blog. Kuchel is one of my biochemistry lecturers, specialising in nuclear magnetic resonance (NMR), thus the physics. And he grieves me because the exam is in 6 days and I still can't get anything out of his lectures, thus the feeling of doom.

I also have another lecterer, A/P Denyer who is hilarious, I love his lectures. He specialises in... hmm... fat.. and fat metabolism. hahaha. The point is... Tet and I think he looks like Merrick from Merrick&Rosso:




Are they related? Well they both have different surnames/ family names. That doe not rule it out though. They both definately share alot of wit and humour. Also, I suspect Denyer is English.... hmmm... o.O

Thursday, November 03, 2005

In Kuchel's Honour...

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Skulking on the steppes, carrying a jeweled meat hammer, cometh Swurple! And she gives a spectacular roar:

"I'm seriously going to pulverize you so utterly, the devil himself will plead for mercy!!!"

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Carrying a Good Conversation

Talk about your surroundings...
Baby Bird is growing fast. His/Her head sticks out from the nest every now and again, probably because its getting abit too cramped to keep cowering inside it. No sign of flying endevours yet. Mommy bird is still hard at work looking for food, daddy bird paid a visit the other day. The bum.

Talk about the weather...
Erratic weather. Rainy then sunny then rainy. I'm just happy to stay indoors.

About sports...
That Makybe Diva really is something. Such a beauty too...I cant believe I witnessed history in the making, albeit on television. She's an absolute phenomenon.

Song thats stuck in my head...
Spaceman, I always wanted you to go into space man.

Abit about yourself...
Been eating alot. Good sign. Means I'm not stressed.

Opinion on world events...
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all okay
Not to worry cos worry is wasteful and useless in times like these
I wont be made useless, I wont be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear

My hands are small I know, but theyre not yours they are my own
And I am never broken

Poverty stole your golden shoes, it didnt steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me, But I knew it wasnt ever after
We'll fight not out of spite
For someone must stand up for whats right
Cause where theres a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

My hands are small I know but theyre not yours they are
m y o w n
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees
And I will pray

We are God's hands...

Hands :: Jewel © 1998 WB Music Corp./Wiggly Tooth Music, ASCAP