confused...

I visited the doctor today. I walked away feeling just as downcast and confused as before.

We first concluded that it was probably an allergy reaction.

Then I told her about the headaches and the fevers. And then she decided that it was a viral rash. Her advice? "come back if its not gone in a week."

Great. Thanks. And what am I supposed to do with my headaches? May i add that i cant friggin study. "Just take some panadol."

"Isn't taking prolonged doses of panadol bad for you?"

"As long as you take no more than 8 a day."

Im no doctor but last I heard taking panadol isnt exactly the best thing.

And she didn't give anymore advice. No "stay home and rest, here's a cert." or "Since its viral you should stay away from people." Like... so is it contagious or not? Would resting make it go away? No tips on whether I should shower with sorbolene or soap?

Man...im fully dissapointed. =.=

What a waste of my time. I should either recover or die. Hovering in between is a waste of resources and energy.

Edit: I looked up "viral rash" and found this. I think I'm in the non-specific category. It seems to fit. The dramatic rash upon waking up, the slight cough and fever, the tiredness (im sleeping something like 14 hours a day now and have been for the past 4-5 days). I guess the doctor wasn't so useless after all :P All I want is closure. I hope this resolves soon. Sigh.

Gross pictures :P

I woke up after my afternoon siesta with a rash that spread over my entire body. Maybe the reason I've been feeling so sick is cos of the antibiotics. Looks like an allergy reaction to me...

Well at least I have an excuse now to take time off my busy schedule to see a doctor...

Sometimes I can't help but feel sorry for myself as a uni student. They never give you a chance to be sick. He who gets through uni rarely falls sick. =.=

all said and done...

I guess that I really shuold be thankful to God that I'm blessed enough to be able to afford these services. Like even though I gripe about it, we're able to dish out the money for it. Which really places me in the "Graciously Blessed" category.

Thinking about it, $15 a week is about what my uncle spends for his saturday morning breakfast and papers. :P

Funny how a paradigm shift can just turn the tide of things.

And , like, is it just me or are my drugs making me more emo than usual?? o.O;

Brief Update

Thought I'd update my blog because I realise that the past 3 weeks have been nothing but complaints about my computer's absence. haha. how pathetic.

I went to a radiographer to get an OPG (orthopedic graph) i.e. wisdom teeth xray. Twas a sad day when the dentist told me that my nerves were too close to my wisdom teeth for her to pull it out so I now have to go to an oral surgeon. Great, I thought. My medical insurance doesn't cover dental and now I gotta see a specialist. AND I have to pull out 4. I thought I only had two.. ;.;

She also prescribed me some antibiotics about 2 weeks ago which I didn't take for several reasons:

1) My swelling seemed to be going away
2) antibiotics are bad for you when taken over a long period
3) the fact that I use Colgate Total may lead to multiple resistance and I could end up with something even weirder x.x
4) drugs = $$

but anyways, I totally lost the battle. It got infected again and I started getting fever and when you learn about these things and watch people die, you really dont want to be stubborn. So I got myself about a weeks worth of antibiotics. So expensive!! Its like a buck per pop. Man... If I have to take 1-2 months worth of this, I dread the hole its gonna burn into my pocket and heaven forbid what kind of microflora imbalances I'll have >.<

sigh. a series of unfortunate events. sometimes my life feels more like a soap opera. can you blame me for being the drama queen that i am? :/

and just when life got hectic too.

i havent washed my hair in 5 days o_o *scritch scritch*

saiyo . . .. . . . .

Guess whos back?

Hakkai my darling computer came home today ^^

im tired so im not gonna blog except to say that:

" dont it always seem to go that you dunno what you got till its gone" (Counting Crows)

computer still in shop!!!!!!! hello??? shopkeeper??

how hard is it to assemble friggin pieces of lego together!?!?!??

!@#!#%%%^^&%&*%%*&)&%$@#!@#!#

Computer still in shop D:

Its taking forever... I feel like I've lost a limb and I'm sure less efficient than I used to be... :/ I thought that if I didn't have my computer, I'd just study/do work and not be distracted by msn.

INSTEAD, I just watch tv for the company, or just go to sleep. And theres heaps of stuff I need to use computers for too! >.< So not funny man...

Gimme back my computer stupid shop!!!!